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R FOR REBECCA
A little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin.
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
15 more days & counting to the very first month.
But I can no longer feel my heart any longer.
My expressions has long faded away.
The ache which has numbed my everything.
My eyes which ran out of tears, no longer pinning
on high hopes. So many advices, so many logics.
Whom shall I listened to?
But come what may, because I guess I'd already
done my best. &thank you so much for still remembering
me like once in a blue moon.. How should i appreaciate it, i don't know.
But i told myself i should appreaciate the effort made.
Still, its not enough to fill up the empty soul.
You, leaving me high & dry, with nothing.
Nothing but the question
why
&
why
&
why
...
It's so tiring, so traumatized by you.
I sincerelly, faithfully, truly, hope you really know..
That feeling.
I'm so into escaping now.
Maybe I feel that escaping will lessen the pain,
Don't wish to keep myself hanging in the middle
of the air. Sigh..
Joseph came to fetch me yesterday after a short meetup
with bernard at plaza. We went eng neo road &
he brought me to this very nice & unique place for dinner.
Aftermath, settled down at this lounge for some wine.
I don't know whats that place called, but i like the ambience
there.. Nice! We talked alot, and both of us agreed that bonding
is very important in a relationship. When there's no bond, what's
there to talk about love? True enough, guess we didn't made
an effort to build any bond..
Left that place at 'bout 10pm.
Headed down to bangkok to meet up with the rest.
Joseph's friend came to join us, heard that he just came back
from south africa botswana ytd. & he joined us in hanging
flower to the siambu. LOL! Chill & drink till 'bout 3am
then joseph send tricia & i back home (:
I went for the interview today & i made it to round 2!
Still waiting for further confirmation. Leong says will
be shun shun alr, i hope so! Hahaha =)
永遠の愛
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